This aftnoon, i was lookin around my city. I was bored so I took it. I saw some views in every edge of streets I passed. Once street, i saw something terrible. Something that touched my heart at all and directly i was feelin pity to it. There was an old poor lady, she wore a hella bad clothes. I thought she was a beggar. Lord, she looked disgusting at all and i cant hold my instinct to help her. But i cant, I sat at the one corners of store, i was watching her pickin up some stuffs on the trash can.
When i was sitting, i was thinkin then. I was speakin inside my heart that no one knew. In my thought, i was wrong for living this life. I spent my parent's bugs for hanging out, hunting, shopping on mall, singing at karaoke, eating in the good restaurant and others. Even i did silly last night, when i was shopping with my 2 buddies. We bought a lot of shirts, clothes, slippers and other stuffs where i can added it up, it showed almost Rp 500.000 and stupidly i used it up in one night! I didnt think I was wrong at that time. I was feeling happy only tho. I didnt think for people like that beggar or else, i didnt think about the ways how my parents got money, i didnt think there are still a lot of poor people who more need money for living than for shopping or even just eating some yummy and expensive foods. I was, tho. I just dont know how to appreciate my money, i just dont know yet. Im a teenagers, a common teenagers who loves that stuffs and do whatever they like. But, other side i was thinking... i have another buddy which also a teenager. He doesnt spend a lot of money for vanity. So why the hell i cant do the same just like he does?! What i need is TRAINING!
Then, i came close to her and i gave her some bugs. I wish for a better life for her. I wish for a better life for me too. And imma try control my instinct to not using up my money in vain.. (:
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