Waiting for Hesitant --> Kill You Inside

I've fallen in love of course. That's an usual feel of human. Yeaa, guys love girls, and girls do so. I have a love, and my love is a girl. She was so wonderful, she was so beautiful and she was so attractive person I've ever known in the love life. I had broke up with her, and it had happened in 2010. But, I still have a love for her and I can't lie to myself.

Now, she got a new guy. And she is happy now, maybe. I can't to hoping for her anymore. I mean, I don't want in this situation, HESITANT. It feels like, bad, kill me inside. And don't give me a result. So why the fuck I have to be always in that? I no need to be that. I just can feel, sadness, worries, crazy! I gotta move on and change. To be better. but it doesn't mean with a new girl.

Friends! Yeaaa! They are always there for me. They can make me happy always. And fool me if I prefer choose that foolish! I don't even get any happiness, haha damn :@

Nah, Friends, partying, hunting, shopping, hanging out with them always have a different beautiful story :)

Anw, when y're single, you can do anything as much as you want. You don't need to worry about something silly. You are single it means you MUST be happy. Friends, always there for you. Don't too much think about love in the hesitant situation. They have no certainty!