Crocs!

Crocs! Yeeh, they're totally cute. Got a simple form, instead the price incredibly expensive. 

Cerita Hari Ini

Hari ini adalah Jumat 28 September 2012. Hari ke-5 UTS SMADA. Kelas 10 dan 11 dijadwalkan masuk jam 9 siang dengan mapel yang diujikan adalah MA-TE-MA-TI-KA. Ok! Kenapa saya ketik dengan huruf balok dan dieja per suku kata? Sejak SMP saya tidak suka mapel itu. Seenak apapun gurunya, saya tetap tidak suka. Hmm sebenarnya, ketika mengikuti KBM rasanya biasa saja, saya juga bisa mengerjakan soal yang ada. Tapi..... entah mengapa dewi fortuna tidak berpihak padaku ketika harus ulangan entah harian/uts/semester mate, saya selalu E-NOL! Bener-bener blank! Bingung dan itu pun terjadi pada hari ini.
Dari 6 soal uraian yang ada, saya hanya yakin benar no 1, 2 dan 3. No 4, 5 dan 6 separo jalan dan saya yakin salah. Oh, men! Sebenernya saya bisa cih, tapi the time was running out!!! Yauda gapapa. Remidi 1 mungkin, amin. hehehe...

1. 

Kupikir

Kupikir, aku tidak akan terlalu cepat mengunjungi

peradaban. aku belum bosan dengan alam

liar,bahkan menikmati keindahannya dan

kehidupan sebagai petualang yang kujalani.

Semakin lama semakin dalam. aku lebih menyukai

pelana kuda daripada mobil, langit yang bertaburan

bintang daripada atap, jalan setapak samar dan

sulit yang berujung tak pasti daripada

jalan raya yang beraspal, dan kedamaian yang

dalam ditengah alam liar daripada ketidakpuasan ditengah kota-kota.

Apakah kamu menyalahkanku karena tinggal

ditempat ini, ditempat yang kurasa merupakan

milikku dan membuatku menyatu dengan dunia di

seputarku? Memang benar, aku merindukan

teman yang cerdas,

Tetapi hanya sedikit yang bisa berbagi tentang hal-

hal yang begitu berarti bagi diriku sehingga aku

belajar untuk puas dengan diriku sendiri. 

sudah cukup bahwa aku dikelilingi oleh keindahan.

Bahkan dari gambaranmu yang sepintas, aku tahu

bahwa aku tidak akan bisa mengatasi rutinitas dan

kebisingan hidup yang terpaksa kamu jalani.

Kupikir, aku tidak akan pernah bisa menjalani

kehidupan yang mapan. 

Aku sudah tahu terlalu banyak

tentang dalamnya kehidupan dan lebih menyukai

apapun dari sebuah antiklimaks.

Don't Get It Yet!

Aku belum bisa memikirkan sesuatu yang lain secara fokus. Sejak malam itu, setelah aku membaca sesuatu yang mencenangkan pikiran dan nalarku. Aku sendiri mencoba untuk memecahkannya, tapi aku belum bisa sepenuhnya. Aku tidak pernah melepaskan fokus pikiranku darinya hingga saat ini. Dia itu berbeda, dia itu istimewa. Ketika anak seumurannya sibuk terlarut dalam dramatika cinta, pelampiasan hobi karena suka, dsb, dia justru berfikir berbeda.
Mengembangkan pola pikirnya, mengarahkan mindset-nya pada sesuatu yang ia inginkan di masa depan. Tapi pemikiranku tidak berjalan dengan itu. Beberapa pertanyaan menguji pemikiran dan nalarku tentangnya. Bagaimana bisa dia melakukan sesuatu yang berbeda dari anak lain seumurannya? Pastilah dia memiliki naluri atau gejolak dari umurnya untuk melakukan hal yang memang se-wajar-nya dilakukan pada umur itu, lalu bagaimana bisa dia mengatasinya? Apakah itu semacam keanehan/keahlisan diri/bakat?

IRI

Dulu, aku tidak tau tentang apa yang sedang aku rasakan. Sulit untuk mengenalinya diawal memang, tapi kini aku memahami ini semua. Betapa memang sulit bagiku untuk pisah darimu. Bahkan aku merasa tidak kuat jika tidak mengetahui tentangmu. Aku selalu teratarik dalam setiap percakapanya tentangmu bersama orang-orang itu. Mereka seperti sumber airku, sumber berita yang akan memberitahuku tentangmu yang baru.
Aku sudah pasti senang mendengarnya, tapi aku juga merasa sedih dan kecewa. Aku berkata dalam hati, "Aku iri dengan kalian". Mereka tau secara langsung, tapi aku tidak! Padahal akulah orang yang selalu berharap menjadi pertama yang tau. Atau setidaknya aku tau dari dirimu langsung. Kini memang banyak yang mengatakan kau sudah berubah tak seperti yang dulu, tapi bagiku kau sama saja.

Admiring You!

You have a sharp sight. You're cute at thinking. You are a serious person. I love the way you catch an opportunity in the narrowness. You have much knowledge and You're a good person. You are good at games. You are a simple person, though your parents are rich. You are a humble person. But, you are a shabby person too. You like to disturb your friends in the seriousness. Hmm, You are not only dreaming, but also doing. You are not silent, you give an opinion. You don't like to cheat and you want to do all by yourself, and it's good because you have a wise and good principle. You are a selfish person but not at all. You love your family so much. I don't know how to write longer about you. You are too difficult to be described! But, be my friend forever, mate. I love to be your friend. I don't listen the haters, I don't listen people who mock us. Because I have a principle too. Wish, God will gives a success way for us to our future.

Mempelajari "MANDIRI" dan "SENDIRI"

Anak-anak, yaa mereka identik dengan penurut dan tidak mengerti apa-apa ketika berada diluar lingkungan mereka. Dan yang akan selalu dilakukan adalah mengikuti orang dewasa atau orang tuanya. Ya, mereka begitu karena mereka belum mengerti apa-apa dalam dunia ini.

Bagaimana kalau anak itu tumbuh menjadi remaja baru, bukan anak-anak. Apakah mereka akan bertingkah sedemikian rupa? Hmm I dont think so.

An, that kid is me! Hahahahahaha

Okey, sekarang aku adalah remaja SMA berusia 16 tahun! Banyak yang mengatakan outside remaja tapi inside anak-anak. Jelas, itu tidak bisa aku terima! Selain menghilangkan itu dengan cara bertingkah no childish, aku melakukan sesuatu yang yaa, kalau dulu aku selalu tidak bisa melakukannya.

Pertumbuhan dan perkembangan ini memaksaku untuk belajar mandiri dan melakukan sendiri tanpa petunjuk orang tuaku. Maksudku, ehm... kita benar-benar belajar dari NOL! Dari tidak tau apa-apa hingga menjadi tau apa-apa. Bisa dibilang hal ini mudah dan "apaan gitu doang!" bagi sebagian orang, tapi tidak denganku.

Dan yang akan aku lakukan adalah BERTAHAN DI LUAR KOTA SELAMA 1 HARI PENUH tanpa siapapun aku kenal dan bantuan dari teman/orang tua. Hahaha it sounds weird right?! But, sooner or later I will do it, mate.

Yap, aku berencana untuk pergi ke suatu kota, sendiri, without anyone. Dari situlah, aku akan sngat dituntut untuk bertahan 1 hari penuh di kota itu. Dari berangkat sampai pulang. Dan disitu aku harus bertahan, mau ini harus gimana dulu, mau itu harus gimana, pokoknya semua mandiri dan sendiri. Hmmm yaa, itu hal yang menantang bagiku!

Learn how to survive in the new age goes to adult is very required!! :)

Thanks for reading! :)

New Year 2012!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 EVERYONE!!!!! Yep, we are in the new year now, 2012!
And a moment ago, a whole world were helding the celebration by their own ways :)

Last nite, I spent the last time in 2o11 with Irfan, Cynthia, Dherta, Tata and Dimitri by singing together in NAV. Nah I planned at 7 oclock at there, so we can sing 2 hours long. It would be nice before the RAIN CAME!!! Oh Damn Goosh!! We gotta wait for the rain stop. and finally the rain stopped at 8.30 PM :o

Yeee, we went to cynthia's home soon! Tata n dimitri were there already, I came, Irfan came, and we together picked dherta up. after that, we went to NAV to sing. Hmm there was no small room. So we booked in the medium and we paid about Rp 180.000 to sing 2 hours long. No problem, the point is I and Irfan can make it comes true. This is Irfan's dream n me. Hahaha

At the room, we were singing together, we were happy, no sad, no worries, no bad side. We were happy at all :) We planned to go to downtown after that.
Anw, though our voices were not good enough, that was not a problem, xoxoxo :))
We sang only 1 hour 30 minutes, because we gotta went to downtown and watch the fireworks and meet the other friends who have been waiting for us. Outside NAV, we saw people, people and people were walking together went to downtown. I saw no cars, no motors and no vehicles in the street. I heard trumpets sound everywhere.

We met the other friends and we were waiting for 00.00.. and........................

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!! 00.00

The fireworks began, they were so beuatiful, sweet and colorful in the sky :)



The Fireworks

I saw it with Irfan only, because we had lost from the others. The fireworks had been helding about 45 minutes. After that, Irfan and I saw the others and we gathered together.
We were happy happy at the last time of 2011!

Cheering :))

We made a lot of good wishes for 2012, and I no need to write them down here, hehe
Happy New Year All!!!

How Evil Me!!

Well I wanna tell something, Its about ehm my friends. Haha In this story, may be will shows me how evil me! Yeaaa but this is the truth. I love a person. call the person as X. But, X in the diffrent class with me, haaaa. I wanna know all about X ofcourse. So, Im thinking how to know about it. Theeeeen.. I found the way. I use my friends who are in the same class with X. I ask them to always watch ever X's motion. And then, I ask the report about X to them. They gimme a report, xoxoxo I am so fucking happy.
Well, thoung in the diffrent class, I still can know X easily :)))

Just Say The Truth

I'm always jealous, when I saw you with your new friends. It feels like, Im not willing to losing you. In my hope, I want to keep with you, wherever, whenever, till the world ends. I dont know why, but you had made me falling in love with you....
Falling in love as friend, best friend. And it's gonna be hard if we separated. You are my hope, and please dont ignore me.

You Changed!

Oh yess, I'm so sad now. There is something bad hits me and I'm feeling bad at all :( Did you know what? The person who I love had gone from me. Hiks hiks... T.T

Naah, I miss the person. I remember, when the first time we met, we didn't knew each other and we seemed so apathetic. Till the time, we were texting everyday everytime. The person used so sweet language and the person stole my heart..

I remember.. all the phase I had spent with the person. When we were happy, when we got argued and when the person told me about the life is. All of that... are sweet, always makes me excited to know. Yeaa, i miss yes I do!! I miss, really I do!! I wish i could get the time back

But now... everything seems so freak. everything has changed. For unexpected reason. The person had gone, leave me. I texted, I never get the reply. I called, I never get the answer.

Poor me... T.T

Crazy Saturday with XD Boys

You guys, read this one. Hoho I`m posting crazy and mad entri now. That was about my experience ehm or a story of my friends and I when we did a stupid n silly activity in the class after school ;) wanna know? Read it!

Today, [saturday 13th 2011] I had my best day in this week. Did you know why? Hmm.. I had spent my weekend with XD boys. We were rocking in the class!! Haha nah! we never had an intention what will we do at that time.

The first plan why we're still in the class though school had done, we will make yelyels and costume design for the yelyel comeptation in smada's birthday. After that, many of them were went home, so they were only 7 boys in the class. nah! why we didnt even went home? We were online and then......................

Yeaaaaaaaaaaa!! We were dancing like a dumb! We made our silly videos, by korean music videos, western music videos and many others. So, that was so cute baby :) they seemed very nice in dancing and they moved by themselves :D no worry, no shyness and no sadness. we were dancing and singing together by music vidoes in the lcd screen

So, that was so excited and pretty cool :)

Idiot Dude!

You are the most fucking shit boy ever I know. You just hide your bad attitude from the other. And U're yelling and insluting everyone because of their bad. In fact, YOU HAVE SO MUUUCCHH BAD ATTITUDE that no one knows about that.

Big Big Fucking STUPID!!! Damn and shit. I just wanna insult you. And I dont wanna be your friend, FAKE DUDE! Do not disturb me or Imma give a fuck for yaaa!! yeaah :D

You also wrote falsehoods about me, you slander me infront of them. You.... STUPID!!

Now, It's my turn to open your CARD!

Bloody Hell!! Never know and will never know the inside side of you, you idiot.

New, but SAD

Hey guys, so long we dont talk (anw we are talking ha?) Yaaa, now, I'd tell you about me and my new experience. If you wanna know, check this out ;)

Guys.. I`m spending my all day as 10 grade in X-D smada. Well, it kinda boring because, yaa I even dont get a bestfriend there. therefore, I`m feeling alone, lonely and seems like "what the fuck! This is Hell yaa!"

Not only that, I have 2 peoples who I hate so much! You know why? It because, emm they disturb my life and interfered my life. They even dont know me inside, but they are sooooo FUCK!
Because that, when the break time comes, I always spend it with my bestfriend and friend fromX-E. Usually with cynthia, uli, dherta, afin, tata, irfan, fatma. Yaa my JHS friends.

But I realize, it will never be soo looong. I have get my ablity to adaptation with them. with new classmates, new atmosphere and all new inside. Be Happy, Arfi!!

Having fun :)

hey guys, the holidays will be up... and this is time to back to school, back to study. Prepare yourself, mental, books, pens, and alot of school stuffs :D be good student

and, I thought alot of ppls will makes the last holiday be fun. and so with me. I made my last holiday to be fun and unforgetable :) today, saturday July, 9th 2011 at 10.00 am, I went to grape with my friends.... :D
we are getting fun at there, took alot of photos, plays with the waterfall, and so muuch other

Naah the trip started in my home. Semua kumpul dirumahku jam 9 pagi. Tapi namanya juga anak INDONESIA, gak pernah ontime. Mereka janjian jam 9 tpi datang sampe jam 10 siang. Yaudah deh, akhirnya berangkat jam 10. Dan pesertanya...... Arfian, Tata, Rigel, Almas, Husna, Krisanti, Dian, Dimitri dan Tyo. Semua goncengan pakai motor, kecuali Dian ;)

Wuush gila, pemandangan di jalan emnuju Grape keren, bener-bener keren banget. Jalannya menaik ke atas, dan Tata bawa motornya dengan kencaaaaaaaangg!!
Pas sampai di Grape, kita malah terusin untuk menuju air terjun yang masih beberapa lagi ke atas Grape. Kita ngelewatin hutan yang rindang banget, pohonnya tinggi deh.

Pas sampe disana, alamak... jalannya turun banget, berbatu. Dan ada insiden :DD Husna, anak yg tidak terimaan, melabrak tukang parkir cz heran kok mahal banget parkirnya. Hadeh, akhirnya dijelasin sm tukange tpi tetep ae ngeyel -__-

Bener-bener, jalan menuju lokasi sangat MEMPERIHATINKAN!! Jalannya curam, rusak, gak terawat banget deh kayaknya -__-" Pas sampai di air terjun, yaa hawa sejuk banget. Air yang jatuh dari atas begitu bening dan bersih :) Suasana sejuk. Gak lupa dong, kita foto-foto :DD

Perjalanan menuju lokasi air terjun

Disitu kita mainan air, foto-foto, guyon, cekakakan, dll deh. Pokoknya sama 8B seru abis!!
Semua pada happy, sama pasangan masing2, wakaka. Sampe kita ketemu anak alay nggilani huek cuih gaya andika kangen band!! hahahay

Batu Cinta (Husna said)


Me with Rigel on the rock


big smile in the pool

Dirasa puas dan hari mulai siang, serta sektor tengah sudah tidak bisa diajak kompromi, kiat CABUT!

Naah ini, perjuangan yang dinanti! Kembali ke PUNCAK! Dengan mendaki. Oh My Bloody God! Eh eh ada ssuatu yg lucu waktu nyebrangi sungai.Tau gak? Tata kepleset, akhire nyemplung, wuiakakakakakakka GILA!!! Konyol abis!! Sampe diliatin banyak orang sekitar. Tata ngelawak ae, ahahayy

Dan uuuhh ahhh uuuhhh ahhh uuhh aaah.. tuk wa tuk wak tuk wa mendaki ke puncak yang melelahkan. Sampe, haju baru lempoh (RIGEL). Oh bloody hell!! Harus dikasih eksalator atau gak lift --" bener2 perjuangan keras deh untuk mencapai puncak.

Hyuk yaak, perjuangan!!

Dan semakin extreme saat................ Tata dengan puedenya gonceng aku naik motor ke atas, mana ngebut dan ada mobil dari depan..........Aaaaaaaaaaaaa GILA!! Pinggang remuk
Berterika pun tak dapat dihindari :o

Yeaaa berhasil :D

Sampe semuanya pada ngguyu, ngakak, karena ulahku dan Tata!! Hahahahayy :D
Habis itu, kita acara makan siang, makannya ke mie ayam jalan salak ;) Yummy, makan dengan lahab dan kenyang.

Hari itu selesai setelah makan siang :) Semua pulang dengan senang yey

SMADA, I'm coming :)

Hey guys, so long I dont post any entri nowadays, haha are you miss me, ha? Yes yess, I know, you are abseloutly miss me, hihi. Here, Im back. Back with a happy, wonderful, yes, story. Wanna know? Read this ONE!!

Since 1st of July till 4th of july, there is a PPDB (Penerimaan Peserta Didik Baru) or we call that "Registration Day" when we are as student have to enrolled ourselves to our destination school. Each student has their own destination, and ME, I enrolled my self at the most favorite high school in my city, SMA Negeri 2 Madiun or we can call it, SMADA :)

I enrolled my self at the second day, I was so nervous. Because, too many students are enrolled too. Im fear, If I cant accepted at there :(

Well, I came at 1.00 PM in the aftnoon, there are very quite people at there. You know why? because the registration had been closed since 12.00 PM. But what a lucky I am!! I can still accepted to enrolled my self :) pretty nice

When I have done, I saw my position in 70th from 256 student in the list. Well since that, Im sooo muuuch sure that I'm a smada student since that :D hahaha

but, the registration day aint end yet. day by day come and go, and finally, I got my last position, in 75th :) yeaa not too bad

Yeaa thats my position, I was done, Im a SMADA STUDENT now...... :)) I cant believe yet!!

Too wonderful and amazing, awesome, fucking awesome :D

Fucking Dream (RoFL)

"I'm partying with Justin Bieber, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Lady Gaga, Usher, Rihanna, Britney Spears, Jay-Z, T-Pain, Enrique, Avril Lavigne, Beyonce, Taylor Swift, Black Eyed Peas, Nicki Minaj, Miley Cyrus, Pitbull, Jenifer Lopez"

Hey, realize!! That's only a dream that may be someday I wanna make it comes true!
Partying with them in the Hollywood, see the Hollywood Sign and using a cardigan then turn the music on. Makes everyone dance and happy! Partying till morning :D lmao

I'M MAD!! INSANE!!

Some apart when 7 grade

Waktu kelas 7 dulu, aku punya beberapa pengalaman dan cerita yang tak akan pernah aku lupakan. Kelas 7 juga memberiku cerita, pengalaman, dan pelajaran. Here they are..

1. Ketika PSB SMP 1, posisiku semakin terpojok dan terbawah yaitu 191 dari 192 murid.

2. Aku masuk kelas 7C dan tidak ikut pelajaran pertama karena ada urusan keluarga. Otomatis kebagian buku BSE yang jelek.

3. Saat akhirnya aku menemukan kebersamaan, kekompakkan, kecerian bersama 7C.

4. Bertemu ke-5 sahabatku [Cynthia, Fani, Shierly, Gita, Yora]

5. KTS dan KAS yang juara umum-nya adalah 7C. [yeaa everyone screamed]

6. Pertama kali dapat nilai jelek waktu SMP, saat ulangan bahasa jawa. Nilaiku 28

7. Beberapa konflik dengan Bu Sri Wahyuni, Pak Masrub, Alif.

8. Masak banyak makanan waktu tata boga [looks yummy]

9. Saat aku dkk mengikuti OSIS, LDKS di Sarangan.

10. Ikut mendaftar DKP dan keterima menjadi anggota DKP.

11. Sedih, sedih banget, harus berpisah sama 7C karena kelas 8 kita akan dipencar.

12. Berfoto bersama-sama sama temen-temen waktu jam kosong setelah UAS.

13. Nangis dan gandengan bareng sama kelima sahabatku [geeky]

Kelas 7-ku SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT MENYENANGKAN :)

See Closer

My heart is sad, My heart is upset
Do not want to go separate
My heart said, My heart is suspicious
Could I see such happiness here
Best friend are always there, In joy and sorrow
Best friend are always there, In joy and sorrow
Comfortable place
When I awake in my sleep that soundly
Go sad go restless
Keep me from any prejudice
Go upset, keep the restless
See everything closer
And 'I can judge more wisely
Why do stars shine
Why does water flow
Why does the world go round
See everything closer
And I would understand

I Randomly

And this is me when saw were pictures on cynthia's camera. Look, there were many photos that I took when the drama were begun. And the boy that sat behind me was Irfan, my friend. Sorry, I've blured him because I want to show my self clearly :) Haha

"Came with black and white photo"




This is another photo of me
This picture taken when I've sat on the wood. Taken by Yora my best friend.
Oh shit! I look so geeky with a trouser, cardigan and shoes. Wow, I didn't ready yet!

But, It's not too bad! Ahahahay :)
This photo also came with black and white