And Then You Came

They say, the best people come in your life when you least expect it. I was depressed and my heart ached, and then you came. You taught me how to love and how important God was.

You had the answers to all my questions. I miss the way you told me bedtime stories. The hours we've spend texting about the most random things. I didn't even notice how I fell in love with you. With every part of you. I fell in love with your hair, your brown eyes and your crooked smile.

I got used to you, used to everything. Everyone said I changed. In only three months. No one could ever do what you did and I love you for that.

I love you so bad that I can't think of you without crying. It's like my heart is exploding and screaming your name. Over and over again.

I love you so much that I would donate my kidney to you. Because a life without you is no love. Without you, my dearest,my love...there's no me.

You're the brightest of all. The sweetest of all. And still i'm waiting, craving for the moment you ask me to marry you. I guess that's all I ever want. Marry you, be my wife forever, share the same life, same bed, same house. To share with you is all I ever want to do. But even if the day won't come, and you find love in someone else... please know that you're the bluest sky.

Maybe God has other plans for both of us. Still I pray, each day, for us to get together someday.

Days Through Out Jakarta!

I think, im late just too far to post this. But, i keep my desire to because these photos are worth it. Taken when my friends and I were having journey to Jakarta to celebrate 2013 Worlds' Water Day in University of Indonesia - Depok. Well here we go..

 

The boys at the yard of Rektorat Building UI

 

Irfan's team presented their presentation 

 Me and my teams' turn

 

They were the horrible judges. I was impressed with their titles 

 

 While the break time

 

Break time inside of Rektorat Building

 

At the end of activity, that grandma offered us such a precious trip to look around of UI with her. She was very nice, very very kind and we wont forget u because of what u have given to us, Eyang Indres

 Dinner before The Night Trip around Jakarta!

 Grand Hyatt, Jakarta

 

Grand Indonesia Shopping Town! This what i called My Worlds' Paradise!

 The boys at Bundaran HI, Jakarta. It was 11 pm

 Taken in front of Monas's entrance

 Tugu Monumen Nasional, Jakarta

 Eyang Indres among us

 ArIr was watching that famous landmark of Jakarta

 One by one having a date with Monas :)

At Bundaran HI, Jakarta

 Well those are the photos we have taken while we having days in Jakarta. It was such a precious memory i wont ever forget. Facing lions on their home, presented something ive never known before in front of nerds and a lot of amazing stuffs there! 

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Holiday? Really?

First of all, i'd like to wish Merry Christmas 2012 and Happy New Year 2013! May God always bless us.

K, now we get into the main story. Oh terrible one i guess. This is holiday. Everybodys happy, without school, homework, tasks, and other tons of annoying stuffs. Yeah, vocation time, to refresh mind, look and buy some new stuffs, outfit, or else. It works for them, not me.

It's (time i make this) two of my holiday. And yeh, im stuck in da home. Some trips have been cancelled. Bali, Jogja, Surabaya, Solo. Dad got a new project, hes fuckin busy now. And mom, the same as charger, she controls some tasks in her office till new year. No time for spending holiday outside of town. Other time, ive planned some trip with my good fellas to TW and Solo. But its too far right now. I gotta wait.
Today, im thinkin a lot, how to change it, how to make myself being happy while im waiting for the days of holiday come. Many times i spend by online, watching movies, and something like that.

I feel boring with those usual activity tho. I need some new condition after all. But you guys gotta note this. After the December 31st and January 1st, dad invites to held a trip to surabaya. There, im gonna buy tons of stuffs i love. No matter how expensive, how many it will be, if i like, im gonna buy. I'd love to visit some good places at there and yes, its such a revenge. Hhahaha but its okay, dad said.

Them who i know

As a normal person, i myself realize that we cant live alone. We do live with people. People, yes! All of us has people around. They came up with tons of different characters, behaves, acts, religion, race and etc.
Its been 17 years i live my life, i spend my time till now im in 2nd year of high school. I met a lot of people.
But now then gonna discuss they who are around me.

Cynthia :  she has grew up. Since the first time i knew her, in 7th grade at junior high. Shes my best best best friend always. She cares, a lot. She is lovely, she is smart. And of course she is beautiful. Cynthia always understands and sometimes she's willing to do a sacrifice. The last sentence i wrote, is the reason i love her.

Husna : This girl is a lot of talkative. She annoys me sometimes but i love her incredible thoughts too somehow. She got a damn flat nose for sure and surely it becomes a material as a joke in the class. I love her strength, shes not a powerless girl, she stands for what she wants. She keeps it till she got it no matter what Shes always there to accompany me, and she loves my logic thinking too tho. We met at 8th grade

Irfan : The first impression, I DENIED HIM. And, i never meant to be his friend. But i remember, things change. He has a got sense, i mean some of his are alike with mine. Politics, economics, nations, world, kind of stuffs like that. We met at 9th grade. He has a strong opinion, criticize person ive ever met, and hes just different from other teen in the age. Ive ever told him, i was curious bout his life, cuz i thought i deserved to be. He has a very good principle. But u have to notice, not all time we are good. Hes kinda selfish i think and lil bit jerk. I hear that from friends around anyway.

Dherta : U gotta know the fact, i was never that much close with her in the junior high. It seemed like "Oh You are dherta" "And You are Arfian" things like that. Just like what ive told, things change. Shes so damn much close with me now. We used to hanging out together with Cynthia and Irfan. Dherta is powerful and also powerless girl i think. Shes good at love, shes such a drama queen, the smartest one ive ever known. Shes helping me now, to stop my bad habbit to spend money with shopping. Shes good at giving advices too

Things Are Different Now

Things are different now. No other eyes are as captivating. No other smile is as contagious.
No one else’s words are as reassuring. No other arms are as comforting. I don’t long to hear any other voice on the other side of the phone. I don’t get butterflies at the thought of anyone else. Things are different now. When another walks by, I no longer give a second look. It’s like no one else exists; no one but you. They say that “love is blind;” and if anything, I’m only blind to everyone else. No one can measure up to you. They always fall short. Things are different now. Seeing through the eyes of love is like seeing under a microscope. I see things in you that I could never see in others, with my old eyes naked of love. Each little quirk, story, and moment with you are like the cells that make you who you are to me. The more I know you, discover things about you, the deeper I fall, captivated by the simplistic nature of who you are. It’s as though I’ve discovered something for the very first time, and now that I know of its existence I can’t imagine a world without. Things are different now. As I learn about you, I am also learning about myself. I’ve never felt like I quite belonged in this world until now. Until I had someone to walk beside me, encourage me, dream with me. Things are different now. I smile at the thought of you. I cry at the thought of being away from you. I fear, always have and always will, but with you it’s a different fear. It isn’t so much a fear of you causing harm, but a fear of losing you to the unknown. Things are different now. I let my guard down. Give you a straight shot to my heart and all that I am. I trust you. Something that is not easy for me to do. Things are different now. I love this difference: the joy, the anxiousness, and the longing. I hate this difference: the unknown, the risks, and the doubt. Things are different now. Please, be careful. I never thought this would happen. I had given up hope. But here you are…my hope in love, in true happiness, in the future. Things are different now. Thank you.

We Are What We Are

These, what I called FRIENDS of Socials! Haha there was no lesson at that time, and we're socials will never waste that precious time in vanity. So, yeah! We took photos, they are a lot! And here are some photos we took in the free time.