You will be loved

Pandangan matamu, hitam iris matamu, senyum manis menggoda di wajahmu serta bau harum yang menyegarkan hatiku. Kau seolah telah menghipnotis aku, menjadikan aku untuk menjadi pengagum dan pecintamu. Ku senang, ku bahagia, ku tenang saat kau dan aku bersama, berdua dalam ruang.

Meski pun kau tak akan pernah tahu tentang ini, tentang aku yang mencintaimu, mengaggumimu serta selalu mengamatimu dalam sempitnya kesempatan. Memang sulit untuk mengungkapkan, bukan sulit, tapi memang tidak mungkin tuk aku ungkapkan saat ini.

Kau telah menjadi penghibur sekaligus penenang hatiku yang baru saja sembuh dari luka masa lalu... Cintamu, akan selalu ada, kenang dan terngiang :)

Tokoh Idola

Tokoh idola itu juga penyumbang kesuksesan terbesar bagi kita. Mereka memotivasi kita dalam hidup kita untung menjalani kedepannya dengan lebih semangat, maju dan lebih baik.

Memilih tokoh untuk dijadikan idola sangat lah mudah, biasanya itu langsung muncul setelah kesan pertama membaca biografi atau artikel tentang kesuksesan dan pencapaian dari tokoh itu.

Mereka akan memotivasi kita, seperti yang saya alami. Jujur dan saya mengatakan sejujurnya, saya mengidolakan seorang tokoh, Dino Pattil Djalal, namun kini saya jarang mengetahui beritanya. Terakir, Saya mengetahui dia telah menjadi DUBES RI untuk USA. Tentu saya tidak tinggal diam, saya menemukan tokoh idola baru saya, dimana saya mendapatkannya dari teman baik saya. Irfan, dia berkata bahwa dia mengidolakan DAHLAN ISKAN dan anaknya, AZRUL ANANDA. Dia menceritakan tentang Pak Dahlan secara detail, (saya mengetahui sebatas dia adalah dirut PLN dan Jawa Pos). Sungguh kagum dan akhirnya, sejak saat itu pula saya mengidolakan pak Dahlan.

Diluar dugaan saya, ternyata ibu saya juga mengidolakan Pak Dahlan sejak dahulu. Wooww :) Beruntungnya saya karena kini, saya mempunyai tokoh idola baru yang dapat memotivasi saya. Pak Dahlan sungguh luar biasa, silakan cari di Google tentang DAHLAN ISKAN!

Intinya, SAYA MENDAPAT TOKOH IDOLA baru bagi saya :) Dahlan Iskan!

Surat Kecil Untuk Tuhan (True Story)

Diangkat dari kisah nyata dan novel berjudul sama, film ini menceritakan tentang Gita Sesa Wanda Cantika atau Keke (Dinda Hauw), seorang gadis remaja berusia 13 tahun yang cukup beruntung, karena lahir dari keluarga yang sangat berada, memiliki dua orang kakak laki-laki dan orang tua yang sangat menyayanginya. Selain itu Keke juga di kelilingi 6 sahabat karib yang selalu setia menemaninya dan hidupnya pun semakin lengkap dengan kehadiran seorang kekasih yang juga begitu menyayanginya yaitu Andy (Esa Sigit)

Semuanya tampak begitu sempurna. Sampai kemudian kanker menghinggapinya. Keke adalah pengidap Rhabdomyosarcoma (Kanker Jaringan Lunak) pertama di Indonesia. Gadis cantik itu pun berubah menjadi"monster" hingga terpaksa harus menjalani serangkaian kemotrapi dan radiasi hampir setahun lamanya, akibatnya, semua,rambut Keke sedikit demi sedikit mulai rontok, kulitnya mengering, dan sering mual-mual. Ketekunan Keke dan keluarganya membuahkan hasil. Keke dinyatakan sembuh dan bisa kembali menjalani aktifitas seperti sedia kala.

Tak dinyana, setahun kemudian, kanker itu kembali, lebih parah dan mematikan. Sadar tak mungkin bertahan, tidak lantas membuatnya meyerah dan kalah. Semangatnya untuk tetap menjadi yang terbaik tak sedikitpun melemah. Seperti bintang Sirius yang tetap bersinar terang walau langit tertutup awan

This story is fucking true and real. I want to see this movie soon :)

I have no friends

Sometimes, when I'm sad I cry, I cry by myself in my dark room without no one there, without no one accompanies me. I was crying when I got a problem. I saw, so many people can be easily to share when they are sad. They have friends, which wants to hear their feeling about. They could back happy as before because of their friends. How about me? I am not :(

I'm always alone, no one cares me. No one here, no one wants to hear me.

Many people always give me a difficult position between two choices. When I had selected, they always judge me, they said I was wrong. I don't know, I don't know what I have to do..

I have best friends, but we are in different class now. Then, they have new friend too, and fool me, I always wish they play with me, pick me in my class, but I was wrong. I want to share with them, but always can not :((

They are fucking happy their new friends

Something I hate

How is your feeling, when you have a plan that you wanna do but suddenly someone avoids you? How is your feeling when there is a person disturbs your life? How is your feeling when there is a person destroy your way of something?

I know if all of those happen with you.. You will feel so BELLYFUL, ANGRY, CRANKY! Yes, so with me! If it happens with me too, I will feel the same feeling like you. ANGRY, CRANKY and BELLYFUL!

I hate people who have a fucking silly hobby to disturb or avoid other person's plan, life and way.

I hate them so much!

Lemme tell you something. I wish, this words will makes you realize to do not disturb or avoids anyone if they want to do something.

"Everyone has their OWN LIFE and OWN WAY. It's all up to them. We shouldn't disturb or avoid them. Because, we have our OWN! Live your life, and through your own way! let them be what they want to be!"

You Changed!

Oh yess, I'm so sad now. There is something bad hits me and I'm feeling bad at all :( Did you know what? The person who I love had gone from me. Hiks hiks... T.T

Naah, I miss the person. I remember, when the first time we met, we didn't knew each other and we seemed so apathetic. Till the time, we were texting everyday everytime. The person used so sweet language and the person stole my heart..

I remember.. all the phase I had spent with the person. When we were happy, when we got argued and when the person told me about the life is. All of that... are sweet, always makes me excited to know. Yeaa, i miss yes I do!! I miss, really I do!! I wish i could get the time back

But now... everything seems so freak. everything has changed. For unexpected reason. The person had gone, leave me. I texted, I never get the reply. I called, I never get the answer.

Poor me... T.T

Courtship :x

Well, in this post, I`d like to write about ehm you can call this an usual relationship in teenager. Yeaa everyone knows, COURTSHIP. When a person, had came into a teen phase in their life, they will easily find what is the meaning of 'COURTSHIP' and what's that? And I'm so muuuchly sure, they also want to feel the feeling of courtship with the person they love.

I`m a teen now, but I`m not in courtship with anyone now. Hahaha Yeaa, when I was in Junior High School, I did it. but I had broke up with the girl. I have 3 ex girlfriends. Naah, in this phase, high school, I dont want to be in a relationship with any girls. You know why? I have my own reasons why I`m doing that.

1. When I was in relationship, I feel like I can`t do anything as much as I want

2. When I want to do something, I must think twice because I must think about my GF's heart too

3. When I`m in relationship, I can't go with any girl and I can't close with them so much

4. I think, I must spends a lot of money

But... when I`m single, like this..

1. I can do anything as much as I want

2. I`m feeling free to do all that I want

3. I can close with any girls

4. I can hug with any girls, I can touch their hand, and also I can ehmm always with them

5. I dont need to think twice before I do something

6. I can keep my money in my piggybank

7. I`m feeling happy without any problems

8. All I do are... AWESOME!

That are my opinion, I love my single life. I`m happy, fully happy :) Without any problem hits me. When I saw my friends, with their love problems, sometimes I feel pity to them, haha stupid

But, someday, I will find my true love, my wife, the girl who will always standing beside me and keep my love for ever....

The Independence Day of Indonesia

Happy 17th of August :) Yeaa everyone, I wanna tell you about this special day in my state. Did you know? Today is Indonesia's Independence day! At this time, Indonesia had its new age, 66 year old.

Yeaaa every indonesian celebrates this event, they feel happy and excited to follow all activities about independence day. Yeaa, everyone loves this day so much :)

They wish for alot of pray. They wish in this new age, Indonesia will gets much new changes, be better in new age, and all problems who hits Indonesica can be solved by peace.

We will keep the MERAH PUTIH flying high up in the sky and we will not let anyone to destroy our state and we will keep our state :)

Never reduces the flag :)

MERDEKA!!!!!!!

Crazy Saturday with XD Boys

You guys, read this one. Hoho I`m posting crazy and mad entri now. That was about my experience ehm or a story of my friends and I when we did a stupid n silly activity in the class after school ;) wanna know? Read it!

Today, [saturday 13th 2011] I had my best day in this week. Did you know why? Hmm.. I had spent my weekend with XD boys. We were rocking in the class!! Haha nah! we never had an intention what will we do at that time.

The first plan why we're still in the class though school had done, we will make yelyels and costume design for the yelyel comeptation in smada's birthday. After that, many of them were went home, so they were only 7 boys in the class. nah! why we didnt even went home? We were online and then......................

Yeaaaaaaaaaaa!! We were dancing like a dumb! We made our silly videos, by korean music videos, western music videos and many others. So, that was so cute baby :) they seemed very nice in dancing and they moved by themselves :D no worry, no shyness and no sadness. we were dancing and singing together by music vidoes in the lcd screen

So, that was so excited and pretty cool :)

Back to 9C

Hey guys... I will tell you about ehm HAPPY story (mine) haha I hope you'll like it and also can feel what I feel too. cheers ;)

Yeaa, yesterday, we had visited our junior high school, SMP 1 Madiun. We, I mean me and my friends in sma 2, sma 1 and sma 3. We visited there, because we miss the peoples at there. All stuff too and the kids. We wore our own uniform from different high school.

I met my friend from sma 1, sma 3. I took photos with them, because I miss them.

And... the best part when I visited there is, my friends and I who ec 9C Student are gathered together in our class, 9C :) Ohh we miss our class. I was remembering when I play, when I tell, when I joke, and all. I miss that place so much :)

But, not all 9C student came into class. just some of them. But its not a problem, we are still happy and can smile infront of each other ;) love yaaa