YOU

Do you remember, the time when we were high? When nobody could reach us. When nothing could break us. Do you remember, the time when I thought you cheat me, but i never did. When I always got jealous to those guys. When I kept you from all wild lions. Do you remember our first rain in the middle of July? I touched your hand tight, so did you! We were screaming from above, like we were a dictator. Do you remember my fright of losing you and your fright of my departure? Do you remember?

I do always remember. Our sweet, unique, memorable, and various conversations. I always miss the time I can say "Good morning, sweetheart! A new life has began! Have a good day :)" and i will see your reply "You too, my sweetheart! I love you" and then I smile widely.

I've been missing you since the day we broke up. Since the day we never did it again. Since the day I saw you dated with the wrong guy. Since the day for the first time i got a karma. I used to love you so much, admit you as everything, chill out together and nothing can break us. It's been almost 2 years, yes that's long time isnt it? I'm still alive with my own life. I try to fight back, to keep stand for what I want. Try to shoo your shadows which freak me out and remind of past love. I am still trying! I am still fighting!